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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

IOI Mall & IOI Boulevard.

Blogger, I'm back.
Seriously, my laziness come back to me.

Well, nothing much. Today as usual, following my mum to office early in the morning.
Since I have nothing to post about today,
let me share my outing at IOI Mall & IOI Boulevard the day before yesterday.

Went out with my baby Steve, my sister Mika, Yvonne, Yau Bing, the twin Jane and Wennyi.
We had our lunch at Wong Kok before we head to sing karaoke at Red Box.
It has been so long I never sing karaoke, and I knew I'm not good at it. Whatever.
After singing half way, me and my baby went out to have walk, talk and shop.
Then we met up with my sister and friends after they done singing, what's next? DINNER time.
We then set off from IOI Mall and headed to IOI Boulevard for dinner.
Seriously, we have no idea what to eat at IOI Mall. Always Wong Kok.
So, decided to explore food outside :D
We had Munich Gastro Bierhaus for dinner.

SING!
My baby 
My baby singing 
I knew I'm fatter :'(
Yvonne, you so cool!


Taken by baby, i love this 

My baby snap me all the time :D

My dinner 
Have a try at Munich Gastro Bierhaus at IOI Boulevard.
Somehow, enjoy and have fun that day with them 

I'm happy when I'm with you 

Thursday, February 23, 2012

With boyfriend ♥

Bloggers, I'm up here again.
Nothing much to blog about today.

Went to date with my loved one Steve at IOI Mall today 
Had Pizza Hut for our brunch, super duper full and there is leftover the cheezy lava 3.
After fulling we headed to catch our movie "Mr. & Mrs Gambler", kind of funny movie.


Pepperoni Cheezy Lava 3 
Baby Steve  
Me :) 
Mr & Mrs Gambler 
I just wish if I can spend more time with my baby before he leaves to U.S, his origin.
He told me that he might be leaving this beginning of April which means that the moment I start my Degree, my baby is far away distance from me too.
He might be there maybe months or years? We do not know.
Honestly to say I'm afraid to know what date is today because I know he will be leaving very soon.
And I knew I can't stop him from going because from there, there's for his future.
All I need to do is to wait him coming back to me 
Yeah, from what I have seen and heard a lot of stories about long distance relationship
most of them they have failed the war and end up breaking up apart.
We might not know what's happening to us next, what's happening tomorrow?
We will never know but we know what we are doing to keep this relationship moving on.
Of course, I'm afraid of a long distance relationship but I told myself not to think too much,
it will just bring me down.
Right now, what I'm thinking. I want to do something for him before he goes 


I love you, baby Steve 

Make our love grow stronger each day.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Results OUT and Outing!

Hello blog readers,
I told myself to keep my blog update when I'm free. And so, I did.
Today I gonna blog post about the release of my results and yesterday outing.

Today, I went out with one of my best friends Meei Shih.
It has been so long that we never meet up and never share our stories,
I miss the time when we used to talk and share our stories, everyday talk like no ending.
We should meet up together often :)
And yeah, today is the appointed day release of my results
and for sure I'm on my nerve wrecking because my results decide my fate.
Then I get to log in my portal right after my dinner, I was still nervous.
And yeah, finally I passed to go through my Degree but somehow I don't feel happy with my results.
There's a big difference with my results compare to my semester 1 and 2.
So right, my CGPA dropped by 0.3 from my last semester.
I know, from there I told myself that I shouldn't play so much anymore, 
I should learn how to manage my time equally playing and studying.
Because I knew my laziness brought me to this stage. Too late for me to feel so regret.
But let's cheers for I'm able to pass through my Degree.
See you all in Bachelor of Science(Hons)(Architecture) April Intakes!

Alright let's skip to other topic.
Yesterday, I went out with a gang of my basketball friends and also called "neighbours" to Sunway.
We planned to go out once again as one of my friends Beatrice who came back from Melbourne
1 month ago decided to go back today.
So, we make gathering again before she set off from Malaysia.
Gonna miss her and waiting for her coming back to Malaysia again :)



Texting my baby :3
And right, my shopaholic happening again. I bought lots of nail colors; trying out with the matte yesterday 

When you say it, do it.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Happy Valentine's Day

Hello bloggers, I'm here to update my blog again.
Well, this time I gonna blog about Valentine on the 14.02.2012 which is on Tuesday.

All this started when my baby Steve randomly sky-ping me by showing me a picture
"Would you be my valentine?" using the share screen.
I just stunned and get blushed by him but I was pretend like I don't see anything and replying him, "What? What are you showing to me?"
Again, he asked me the same question "Would you be my Valentine? Would you?"
I was so shy and nodded happily.
Honestly to say that, this is my very first time I get to date with my boyf on Valentine.
He was suppose to book me whole day on the 14 but due to something on I had in the morning, I felt sorry to him but I know he understands me 

Me & Baby Steve heading to Sunway 
Our epic faces :3
So, I had movie and dinner with him at Sunway.
We had our Sushi King as dinner before we watch our movie "The Wedding Diary".
What a special on that day is that we got a VIP seat for movie ♥ (EVIL LAUGH)


Ebiko  

Baby & me at Sushi King :)
The Wedding Diary, nice to watch. Don't miss a chance to watch it! 
And yeah, he did a handmade CD cover and also make a video for me.
Thanks baby, although it is simple but the gift makes me smile. I love it 

Handmade card for my baby, I hope my baby love it 
Baby Valentine's gift :)
You know? When you did something for our loved one by ourselves, it showed love.
And you can see how much or how hard you do just make the loved one happy.
So, for me it is not necessary that we must buy something expensive as a gift. 
As everyone know, money can't buy happiness.
I know as a girl we want romance and of course I do.
The thing is appreciate what your loved one gave "love" to you :)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY


For me, as long we love each other, everyday is like Valentine. On the 14th Feb, is just a special day.
I LOVE YOU STEVE ONG ZHEN FENG 

Friday, February 10, 2012

What's my life?

HELLO BLOGGER.
I'm still alive, not dead in blog yet.
I somehow feel lazy, my laziness drag me out from blogging.
Let's fighting, I win today! :P

Well, wondering what am I doing now?
If you check it out every of my updates in Facebook, you will know anything about me.
My Foundation officially ended last Thursday as I finished my last presentation on that day, which means that my HOLIDAY is happening from that day and NOW.
So, I will have approximately 2 months holiday before I start my Degree.
So, I'm waiting for my result out with full of anxious.
Honestly to say that my feeling now is not the same as I finished my SPM examination.
I thought I will be able to play as much as I can, but no.
And I ever thought I'm just stressing over my assignments, but no.
I realize I actually stress up with my LIFE.

After I ended my Foundation, I started thinking "Will I be able to continue and go through Degree?"
I'm just afraid that my result can't reach the CGPA as stated and disappoint my parents.
I lose all my confidence when I came into college life, how can I gain it back?
And yet, my parents always expect me too high. 
Always compare me and my sister everything. But why?
I don't think it is right because it is so unfair to me.
You know? Sometimes, when you did that, I wish to be like my sister.
I remember I did ask once before, "What IF I take graphic design like sister instead of architecture?"
and you replied me "It is better you take architecture because it suits with your standard, just take that graphic design as your hobby."
It is just too obvious when you make comparison between us.
Have you ever think of how and what I feel right now? Heartbroken.
Since I chose architecture, all I need to do is to study all the way until the end.

Sometimes, I get jealous with friends.
How I wish to go out with friends more often.
How I wish to have open relationship with my boyf.
How I wish to travel around the world and lots...
You know? When you control me during  high school, I understand and I will keep myself full schedule of tuition.
I can't play, I can't go out with friends, I can't online, I can't text...
And then you promised me, after SPM I will be freedom. I can do anything I like.
I felt so happy when I listen to this, so I told myself to be patient. Study study study is all I do.
And now? What is it? I can't even smell the freedom. I felt that I was still in a small cage.
Forever in the cage.
Can you set me free? I never know how it feels like.
I just need some spaces for me to breathe.



Asking a permission from you is just like I'm waiting for my turn during presentation.
Hatemylife,ibetterkeepmyselfshut.