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Friday, April 27, 2012

Day 21: I'm joining a contest!

Hello blog readers!
Today is Friday, and you know I'm so much free today.
Was suppose to say yesterday was my last day for getting myself busy.
Projects submission were end. Waiting for the next project to brief next week again.
Meaning that right now and this weekends I must play hard before study hard again!


Maid isn't home today. Mum planned to cook at home.
So yeah, I miss the moment when our family (me, sister and mum) cooked together in the kitchen.
Because most of the time maid cooks for dinner, I miss my mum home cook dishes.
Today we cooked our favourite foods; grilled salmon fish, grilled chicken sausage, fried baby kaila with garlic, fried Chinese sausage with egg and miso soup. *YUMMY*


And yeah, I hope my blog readers or followers do pay attention to this post.
As you all know I had joined a contest Gushcloud Popularity Contest 2012 that invites everyone to compete for the title of Mr/Miss Most Popular!


I need your favour to vote for me in this contest. You will just need to follow these following steps:


Step 1: Log onto www.gushcloud.com
(If you are a new users, you need to click "Allow the App" and then "Go to App".)
or
(If you are already the user of gushcloud.)


Step 2: Look for your favourite contestant's profile cloud. Click "Gush this".

Step 3: Click "Next".
(Remember to also "like" the Gushcloud Malaysia Facebook page.)


Step 4: Click "Post".
And you are done!

A billion thanks to you if you are voting me, I appreciate it much and love you guys.
If possible can you help me to ask your friends/family to vote for me with the following steps?
Your vote means a lot to me! 
This contest will end by May 27, so keep sharing people! Thanks again!


I wish to see you again.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Day 14-20

Hello blog readers.
Haven't seen me blog for a long time? A week?
Day 14-20 have passed, aren't that fast?
So sorry that I have went missing in action due to my busy-ness.
I'm really really busy and rushing out with my 2 projects in that last few days.
STRESS! This's architecture student life. So, what to do?
So yeah, I did make many models and rendering in these 2 projects.
What I hate is that I don't like cutting and rendering!
But making models, we of course need to cut. When we sketch, we of course need a "shadow" to render. 
My hand is so rough, painful, ugly.
(Got cut by knife, I'm just like doing a rough work like contractor lol.)

Well in the last few days, I also felt that I didn't spend much time with him.
The lesser I keep in touch with him when I busy with mine or he's busy with his,
I'm afraid if this goes this way everyday.
I don't want myself to keep busy everyday because of my assignments,
I want to have some times with him too.
And I terribly miss him although I'm busy. In my mind, there's always him sticking on my brain.
I love him so much and even deeper each day 


I tried so hard.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Day 11,12,13

Hello people.
Sorry for the late update due to my assignment submission again.
So yeah, I busy with my assignment in the last 2 days.
Not wasting my time, let's start with my days.

Day 11,
Nothing much, just as usual, seriously I can't recall what I did on that day so yeah skip it.

Day 12,
Can't get to chat with my hubby in the morning as I need to go Putrajaya to submit form. So, I knew he misses me so badly but too bad I can't get to online so, I let him misses me all the way until I back home in the evening. And what make me surprise is he finally get his brand new HTC Amaze and owns his sim card. Meaning that I can finally whatsapp him most of the time as I have already subscribe for the Internet subscription monthly. I have already memorize his new mobile number, so always in mind. Want his number? +1917******* (Sorry, this is privacy :P)

Day 13,
Today is submission. So yeah, completely done the first project for building material. I felt this time assignments come and go very quickly. Duration for each project is about a week or maybe 2 weeks, that's too fast for me. I now understand why people are to said architecture students don't have much time to play compared to other students. I'm gone crazy that this project 2 Design Studio, in a team of 4, we was suppose to show our 15 sketches model and 1 site model next monday. Is that too much? I'm not planning to do it today, gotta do some research for Ancient Greek Architecture for tomorrow class, lecturer might ask questions. So, I gotta be ready and understand them. Am I a good student? :D (Just kidding.)

Well, currently I'm hunting for $$. I wanted to find more freelance job that can earn more and easy job. Any recommendation? Do comment me :)

That's for today, back to work!

Looking at couples, remind me of us.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Day 8,9 & 10.

Hello people.
Here I'm again to update my blog.
Remember if you are reading my blog right now, don't ever forget to follow my blog.
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See this picture below, just click "Join this site" and here it goes.


I have no mood to rewind back the day 8 & 9, so let's go on with what's happening today.


Day 10,
I have a presentation today which starts at 2 o'clock. So yeah, presentation is holding on my nerves but I managed to do it fine although my model that I posted on Facebook last 2 days isn't that great enough.
So..... Finally, project 1 is officially end! Waiting for the 2nd project briefing soon.
But there are still more assignment to go on, it will never end until the semester end. So yeah.


Nowadays I felt something wrong, maybe I'm the one thinking too much?
I don't know why I felt that our time spending together is still not enough to me.
When you were there, there's nothing you gonna share it to me.
And I don't even know what wrong, what's happening to you over there.
Sometimes when I see your face, you look unhappy or something I will ask are you alright?
Anything to share? Something wrong?
You will just say nothing, I'm just fine.
But I know, you're not. Maybe because you don't want me to get worry? I understand.
But no matter how, I still wanna be your listener, always.
You know? I wish you were here, I want to turn back time that we are.
That we could play, talk, joke, share everything we had without stopping.
I love you, I miss you, I need you, I want you 


Dot.


Our time is precious.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Day 5,6&7


Hello blog readers!
As I posted on my Facebook page that I will blog it tonight and so I did.
So sorry for I'm busy in these 2 days due to my assignments.
And finally, I give myself a rest today to blog.

Day 5,
This will be last Wednesday if I'm not wrong, a public holiday!
Usually when we have a public holiday, we will plan for outing or shopping.
But this time, I'm not. I was planned to stay at home all day long and start sketching for my assignment as the submission is due on the next day.
And of course, when I'm home I was able to skype with my hubby peacefully.
He accompanies me most of the time by webcam-ing each other without chatting much until I finish sketching because I know he wants me to concentrate sketching.
So while I'm sketching, I will be like peeking him for a while and start sketching again.
Just by peeking him or have him accompany me, I don't feel lone.

Day 6,
I hate morning class whereby I need to wake up early in the morning, stuck in traffic jam and late to class just recently. I don't know why nowadays traffic jam is getting worst than before as I started my Degree, which means that when I was in Foundation. It takes 1 hour for me to reach to my University in the morning but this time it takes 1 hour and half to reach. What's going on? Traffic light problem? Traffic police problem? Or road under construction as government is going to build a LRT. But I know by the time when LRT is completely done, I might be graduating for my Degree I guess. And also another reason I don't like morning class is that I couldn't chat with my hubby as I need to get myself ready to class. But no choice, I have morning class every Thurs and Friday.

Day 7,
Today is Friday. It has been a week hubby in USA. So, could I say time pass fast?
Recently, I felt our time spending together is getting less. We can't even chat peacefully.
Nowadays, hubby keep going out in the morning and I have class in the morning too. And you know our 12 hours difference, we hardly keep in touch.
But I understand and I willing to sacrifice time to wait for you to come on-line and I know hubby did the same too. I miss him everyday, every hour, every minute, every second.
And I decided to apply 3G for my phone so that both of us are able to chat easily and it's free to whatsupp.
My friends even suggest me to apply for it as it's more convenient for both of us to keep in touch.
And yeah, I got pissed off when my mum doesn't let me to apply 3G because of some reasons, I don't want to mention that. And I really really don't understand why. SIGH!

They say they understand me but in fact they are not understanding me.
Whatever things I do, I say, I think, they will never agree or to support me.
No matter how hard or how smart I study, I'm still looking "bad" in their mind.
The way they judging and comparing me and my sister is so obvious.
I'm really tired of all these.
I rather shut my mouth off and stop the argument, doing what they asked.
I don't want to mention about them, I'm really frustrated.

Full stop.

Life is so complicated.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Day 3&4, Moment with him.

Hello bloggers.
Yeah, I delayed yesterday post.
So, today I gonna blog both at once.

Day 3,
Nothing much on that day, feeling happy after I get to skype and webcam with him.
Yeah, I drop tears right in front of him when we finally web-caming.
The first time I ever show him my crying face.
I don't know whether or not I'm crying because I'm happy to see him or I got touched by him.
The only ways we can keep in touch is morning and night.
When I'm morning, he will be night and when I'm night, he will be morning.
So yeah, 12 hours of difference will never make us difference.
Our love still remains stronger everyday 

Day 4,
Today I woke up early in the morning again and my sister still sleeping like a pig although she slept damn early yesterday. Frankly speaking, I don't wake up early in the morning unless there's class or something cause I'm just like a pig who loves to sleep.
But now, I can't be pig anymore. Because of him, I will wake up early morning everyday 
Is this a good news? :D
Well, today I went out with sister to IOI Mall for lunch before my class starts at 4pm.
I don't know why when I step into the mall, I recalled every moments when I was with him at there.
And then me and my sister walked into the Pizza Hut, sitting at the exact same place, ordering the same meal as like when I was him that time.
Making me feel that he is really with me now.
IOI Mall can be said that is part of our memorable place because wherever I walk over there. I recalled everything we did over there, seriously.
Watched Dark Flight with my sister and her college's mates after my class.
This movie is just okay for me cause it is not scary enough and not so nice to watch :P
At first, when my sister texted me and asked me if I'm okay to watch movie along with them after my class? The movie starts at 7.10pm.
At that time, I was still considering whether should I join? Because the moment I thinking was HIM.
Because I know he will wake up and waiting for me to online. But no choice because I have to be responsible to fetch my sister, so I joined them.
After the movie ends, I rush my sister to go back home early and straight finding for my lappy to online knowing that he will be waiting me for so long 

Urghh, back to assignment. I have to sketch 4 on site sketches and submit it this Thursday.
Gar Yao Mer Sie! :D

That's for today :)

Because of you 

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Day 2, I'm lonely.

Hello people again.
What's up? Are you doing fine?
What about me? I'm being so lonely without him today again.
I'm so freaking miss him I could say.


Today, I gone crazy refreshing my Facebook homepage for every second to check whether my hubby did update his Facebook through mobile or not.
Because I didn't know what time he arrives at New York until his mum came to find me and let me know to check out the live flight status.
So yeah, after checking it, I feel much better and hoping he would landed safety.
It takes about 26 hours for him to arrive in New York.
I know he must be tired sitting on the plane seat for many hours.
His mum told me that she will make sure my baby will call me when he reached his new home.
So right, I keep alert on my phone while waiting for him to call me.
After hours, my phone rang and there was an unknown numbers showed and I'm very sure that will be my hubby calling me.
So, I quickly pick up and "Hello" the first word he said. I know it was you!
I'm so happy after hearing his voice but his voice seems so sad, I can feel it.
Maybe he's tired? Sigh. Something wrong.
Now it is 9.12pm in Malaysia, which means that it is 9.12am over there.
12 hours of difference, can we still skype everyday like day before yesterday?
I will be strong and patience just for you because I love you so much 
And I hope he will doing fine at New York, I know it must be hard but be strong with me baby.

End.

Can I get another call from you?

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Day 1: Beginning.

Hello people.
It has been so long I never update my blog and only today I knew there's a new design for blogger too.
Well, not used to it yet. A little strange to me.
So yeah, what am I going to blog today?


Today is April 7, 2012. Do you know what day is it?
Obviously not a public holiday, school holiday or something.
A day which is very important to me where I should start counting everyday I will be waiting for my loved one to come back to me 
Today, I'm so disappointed at myself for such a failure that I couldn't send him off for the last time in the airport and I woke up late because of my stupid alarm couldn't wake me up.
I quickly jumped off from my bed just to get my phone when I was awake and saw the weather is getting bright when I looked outside the window.
By the time when I wanted to call him, I received his text messages telling me that he's already in the plane.
My tears start flowing naturally and I told myself, I'm too late. Why now?
I don't know what's wrong with me today, something goes wrong today.
I checked my phone for every second for no reason; knowing that he surely can't text me as he's on flight.
Keep refreshing his profile, waiting for him to update where he was; 
Unfortunately I fell asleep and when I was awake, I saw his latest post 40 minutes ago but I'm late again.
I told myself not to SLEEP again until I able to reach my baby, I miss him so badly.

Days before today.
I spent my time with him almost everyday before he off to USA because I know we don't have much time left.
Although, I have class but I manage my time to go out with him before and after my class just to see him.
I will never forget every single thing that we did together and leave a memorable moments to us.
I had planned a surprise Farewell Party for him but fail because he knew it cause of some gossips but still the farewell still on going smoothly.
Although, I can't even give him a surprise but at least I tried my best already :)





And yeah, if you follow my updates most of the times I guess you know that I gave him for the farewell gifts.
I gave him a letter, a scarf, a watch, a photo frame and burnt a video of "A Story Of Us" in DVD ♥
Everything that I gave him have reasons.
A letter; I want him to read my messages for him, only he knows the content of it.
A scarf; Feel the warm of me, although the scarf is not thick enough :P
A watch; I want him to set Malaysia time zone when he was there, let him imagine what I'm doing.
A photo frame; Remember us, most importantly remember me :P 
A video; Recall our moments just to touch his heart.
If you have not seen the video yet, you may see it on youtube. Don't forget to share the world :D
Here's the link; 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bjgMsm_I-0&feature=share


I guess that's all for today.
I will not sleep until I could reach my baby soon, I freaking miss him so much and love him so deeply 
But still good night to all blog readers who's going to sleep soon.

You gave me a powerful love