Day 1: Beginning.

Hello people.

It has been so long I never update my blog and only today I knew there's a new design for blogger too.

Well, not used to it yet. A little strange to me.

So yeah, what am I going to blog today?

Today is April 7, 2012. Do you know what day is it?
Obviously not a public holiday, school holiday or something.
A day which is very important to me where I should start counting everyday I will be waiting for my loved one to come back to me ♥

Today, I'm so disappointed at myself for such a failure that I couldn't send him off for the last time in the airport and I woke up late because of my stupid alarm couldn't wake me up.

I quickly jumped off from my bed just to get my phone when I was awake and saw the weather is getting bright when I looked outside the window.

By the time when I wanted to call him, I received his text messages telling me that he's already in the plane.

My tears start flowing naturally and I told myself, I'm too late. Why now?

I don't know what's wrong with me today, something goes wrong today.

I checked my phone for every second for no reason; knowing that he surely can't text me as he's on flight.

Keep refreshing his profile, waiting for him to update where he was; 

Unfortunately I fell asleep and when I was awake, I saw his latest post 40 minutes ago but I'm late again.

I told myself not to SLEEP again until I able to reach my baby, I miss him so badly.

Days before today.

I spent my time with him almost everyday before he off to USA because I know we don't have much time left.

Although, I have class but I manage my time to go out with him before and after my class just to see him.

I will never forget every single thing that we did together and leave a memorable moments to us.

I had planned a surprise Farewell Party for him but fail because he knew it cause of some gossips but still the farewell still on going smoothly.

Although, I can't even give him a surprise but at least I tried my best already :)

And yeah, if you follow my updates most of the times I guess you know that I gave him for the farewell gifts.

I gave him a letter, a scarf, a watch, a photo frame and burnt a video of "A Story Of Us" in DVD ♥

Everything that I gave him have reasons.

A letter; I want him to read my messages for him, only he knows the content of it.

A scarf; Feel the warm of me, although the scarf is not thick enough :P

A watch; I want him to set Malaysia time zone when he was there, let him imagine what I'm doing.

A photo frame; Remember us, most importantly remember me :P ♥

A video; Recall our moments just to touch his heart.

If you have not seen the video yet, you may see it on youtube. Don't forget to share the world :D
Here's the link; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bjgMsm_I-0&feature=share

I guess that's all for today.

I will not sleep until I could reach my baby soon, I freaking miss him so much and love him so deeply ♥

But still good night to all blog readers who's going to sleep soon.

You gave me a powerful love ♥